JUST READ ON FRIENDS.........it's for you...
and not for those also who never were......

DEAD........AND STILL BREATHING

Why does it have to hurt inside?
why do i have to cry each night?
i think i have to walk on by..
because i'm starting to loose my sight...

what is it that changed ur mind?
who is it that keeps u blind?
why did you change so fast?
did u really have to leave me behind?

i start to think about all we had
and how it turned this way..
i guess i'll have to leave ur side,
and turn my face away...

although my soul will die..
although my heart will cry..
i've got nothing else to do,
i am hurt deep inside....

but although i'll leave ur side,
you'll always be on my mind..
my heart and soul will ache for you,
every day and every night...

ur a my never ending love ,
the love that keeps me alive...
but it hurts inside.......

DID I....?

Would you say everything you could
do the things that you thought you would
did it ever occur to you that this could be your final day
did you go where you wanted to go
learn about what you wanted to know
did you ever really give something back instead of always taking it

did you find what you're looking for
did you get your foot in the door
can you look at yourself and feel proud of all the things you've done
did you inspire the ones that you knew
make a difference to those who knew you
did you finally figure out what it is that makes us who we are today

did you always give it your best
is there anything you regret
if you could have another shot at it all would you do it just the same
was it all that you thought it could be
are you the person you thought you would be
or did it feel like you were spinning your wheels instead of moving forward everyday.
---DID YOU(HOOBSTANK)

A PROMISE TO MYSELF

what is it that i want?
where i am heading for?
where i am going to stop?
from whom am i running?

It's a promise that i made to myself long time ago,I WILL HEAL MYSELF i will heal myself.

when innocence gets mixed with blood,when life is mixed with death,
when joy is mixed with sorrow...
when your life is mixed with fustration u try to break free.
you run and run away from all,you run till u are not able to move an inch further u fell tied up,bleeding helpless but still u need to get away.

this pic depicts a phase of my life a phse when i had my run and i'm tied up,bleeding but still i want to run.I know running from ur fear is not a solution but if it makes you happy for the moment why not?

not sure i will heal myself or not but its a promise i made to myself.